bye bye '08

SOME PICTURES OF 2008 my fave christmas gift>my hedgehog Raider
Bird the nerd[bestie]

best thanksgiving ever =]

3 amigas =]

this is me and my bestie chels[not my best pic]

me and the tobster

me and ashwee[bestie]

me and bristol

just me haha

wow i havent posted in a while.. mainly because my laptop was being dumb lol.

2008 was quiet the eventful year. i learned so much things and had to go through so many things... many i want to forget, many i will always cherish.

I have come to realize tht-

-I am nothing without God.
-That this life isnt a dream its reality.
-That change may not always be good but it happends
-I will never get *him off my mind.
-I may not always understand whats going on, but i should always know that God will handle things.
-That even when we fade from what matters most, we will always go back to it.
-School really does matter.
-Friends are pretty much everything.
-Besties are more =].
-Family IS everything!
-I cant make it a hole calender year without having some form of surgery =[
-Without my youth group and sunday school class i wouldnt be who i am today.
-That this time next year i will nearly be done with school.
-When tragedy happens in a small town, everyone is affected.
-I need to open up more instead of bottling everything up.
-Tht God is my only option, without him and his word, i would just be one of the many lost and lonley souls on earth who dont know how powerful this man can be.
-Even Christians make mistakes, but God will forgive.
Religion doesnt matter, as long as you love God and follow his word and himself.. nothing else should matter.

Its funny how the start of the new year can make you reflect on things that you have done, whether its the mistakes you have made, the achievments you have made, or the stuff were you spent so much time stressing and worrying when it was really nothing. 2009 is going to be full of changes, scary changes, good changes,bad changes, sad changes... but God wont put you through anything that he knows you cant get through, call on His name through good and bad, and just let him in your heart, and no matter what you go through, it will be easier then going through it alone.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU IN 2009, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ALL.

Been A While...

Well its only been a few days but it seems like forever..
Nothings really been going on.. just havent got around to blogging..
Mainly because i dont know what to say...
Haha i know i know ME NOT KNOWING WHAT TO SAY.. it seems impossible..
But it is possible..
For some reason i have been struggling with my faith and what not..
I mean i know everyone goes through this, but i have just felt so ashamed and what not ya know?
I mean everything was going so good... I have never been so close to God like this before, and for me just to go through this struggle, it was tough on me.
I couldnt pray.
I wasnt acting like myself.
I was falling back to my old self.[which isnt good]
I had know idea what was going on and i didnt like who i was becoming but no matter how much i would try to pray and i would try to go back to my christian ways..
But for some reason i couldnt change my heart..
But now things have changed =]
&& i know im not like back to my self yet..
and i dont think im in any condition like mentally.. to be posting anymore devotionals right now...
it wont be for long because i love spreading Gods word..
but i need to get it right with Him first...







BTW I GOT MY SENIOR RING TODAY =]
ITS PRETTY AWESOME IM NOT GONNA LIE =D


well i love yall and i really hope yall understand why i just cant do this right now..
in christ love danlynnn