Been A While...

Well its only been a few days but it seems like forever..
Nothings really been going on.. just havent got around to blogging..
Mainly because i dont know what to say...
Haha i know i know ME NOT KNOWING WHAT TO SAY.. it seems impossible..
But it is possible..
For some reason i have been struggling with my faith and what not..
I mean i know everyone goes through this, but i have just felt so ashamed and what not ya know?
I mean everything was going so good... I have never been so close to God like this before, and for me just to go through this struggle, it was tough on me.
I couldnt pray.
I wasnt acting like myself.
I was falling back to my old self.[which isnt good]
I had know idea what was going on and i didnt like who i was becoming but no matter how much i would try to pray and i would try to go back to my christian ways..
But for some reason i couldnt change my heart..
But now things have changed =]
&& i know im not like back to my self yet..
and i dont think im in any condition like mentally.. to be posting anymore devotionals right now...
it wont be for long because i love spreading Gods word..
but i need to get it right with Him first...







BTW I GOT MY SENIOR RING TODAY =]
ITS PRETTY AWESOME IM NOT GONNA LIE =D


well i love yall and i really hope yall understand why i just cant do this right now..
in christ love danlynnn