2010??

I am not looking forward to this year.
I officially HATE change.
and clearly i am nottt ready for this.

in 2010 i will graduate high school. move out. start college. start life as an adult.
most people are happy about this.
but i am not.

ahh.
it scares me.

I remember when ever my class would be like, were so ready to get outta this town.
we didnt realize it actually meant leaving.
ask half of my class how they feel about graduating. i promise you will only find a couple who are ready to leave, but the rest of us, were so scared it hurts.

i have been with most of my class since pre-k. just the thought of going seperate ways is way t much for me to handle.

even though most of us are going to the same college, but thats besides the point.

this town has its ups and downs, but will always be my home.

but i know 2010 will be great.
and i hope it is for everyone of yall too :)

<3